Monday, August 08, 2005

Where do we go? What do we say? What do we do? Nowhere to turn, nowhere to run and there's nothin new. Where do we go for inspiration? It's like pain is our only inspiration

Yea, I see a place where little boys and girls are shells in the oceans not knowin they a pearl.no one to hold 'em while they growin.they livin' moment to moment without a care in the whole world. now, if I could help it I tell it just like it is and I may say some things that you don't like to hear, i know this: that people lie, people kneel, people die, people heal, people steal, and people shed tears.what's real, blood spills, gun kill, the sun still - rise above me, trust me, it must be, morning - time. wake up, the stakes up. everybody want the cake up, to break up with the crew. but when the karma come back for what you do, it's too late to make up - some excuse

kay, well i didn't call max, but i'm pretty sure i'm officially "over it" now (thanks to my boy talib) ... i just wish i hadn't showed the culprit of my anxiety what i was upset about... i'm just a raging idiot sometimes.... what can ya do? anyway, i still don't understand why he felt the need to inform me that he did in fact read it... why did he have to admit that??? doesn't that just make it worse on BOTH of us??? uh... i don't get it... ANYWAY... oh well, i ain't trippin boo...

i'm thinking i might just be a big person (for once) and write to max that i wish him luck with everything... even if he is a slight dumbfuck... or then again... maybe i wont.

oops... looks like i did. haha. anyway, i dont' really care that much about him anyway, and you wanna know what else... HE IS A POTHEAD!!!!!!!!! and i was even gonna forgive that!!!! but whatever. not like it was gonna turn into anything... still, i kinda would have liked someone to hang out with here besides 12 year olds... ahh well, se la vi.

i kinda got the feeling that if you didn't know much about music then you wouldn't be cool at all to him... so i guess i'm not very cool. Even though i beat the shit out of everyone i know! :-P but how can i compete with a dulcimer hammering freak??? okay, i'll shut up about him now... (obviously i'm pretty disappointed)

in other news... OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!! mat says he thinks ray is back in town now... YIPPEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! that makes me the happiest girl in the world... sorta. i'm gonna tap that shit. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... just KIDDING! oh man, that was funny.

oh man, jessie just reminded me of how psycho i am. well, it's pretty much true ya know. i am one crazy girl. but at least i can admit it and embrace it.

chocolate. mmmm... sane again.

well, i'm bored with this now. bye

ps lindt lindor truffles... ever tried em??? yeah, their pretty much gross. ;) (I SEE YOU)

1 Comments:

Blogger ~World Squirrel~ said...

okay, you're a dork... i have to read the magic treehouse books TO the kids... duh! haha, second... that whole stressed out thing yesterday and the informing me stuff had NOTHING to do with my street performer... come on alfie, give me some credit!!! i'm not THAT lame-o.... pretty close, but not QUITE... :) and about him being gay... good call, ya never know... maybe that's what JO EL has to tell you! ;) just kidding.. i just talked to jo el the other day, so maybe she's gonna tell you about that... or give you my phone number, i kinda forgot to tell her that i already talked to you... whoops. haha. kay, peace out. And yeah, i'll tell you all about my funky mood yesterday later...

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