oh man... i'm sooooooooo tired. But i had to update.... so we all went into seattle downtown today for the mariners/indians game... wow we sucked... anyway, so we had to go buy tickets... so i purposely parked by the market so we could waste time before the game walking around the market. So anyway, we went to a couple places to try to buy tickets first, and everyone said they were sold out. So we decided we'd just wait around for a while until the game started and try to get some tickets from scalpers... so anyway, to kill time i managed to drag everyone around the market for a while. It was about 4:30 or 5 so we had a bit of time. Anyway, so we were walking and i had butterflies in my stomach, sure that we would run into him. Then we got to the place he was last time... and .... .... NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he wasn't there. (sigh). so i kinda got bummed especially cause all the kids were giving me major shit about wanting to see him again. haha. anyway, so then we walked around forever... and the whole time i was keeping my eyes and ears open hoping to find him. But we didn't see him anywhere, so we went down to the aquarium to get tickets for tomorrow. Anyways, then we walked all the way back to the car. it was about 5:30 or 5:45 by now. When we got to the car...(this is fate) we realized that we forgot to go back through the market to pick up something to eat before the game. So mrs. hwang sent me and her son (the coolest kid of all) HJ back to the market while the rest waited at the car. So we walked .... holy shit... matias pooop face just signed in... grrrrrrrrrrr. hang on a sec. okay, i'm back. GOSH! he always comes around whenever i'm totally happy (sort of) about another dude. DAMMIT!!!! .............so anyways, back to my angel... (who just got a hell of a lot better)... so we walked through the market again and i guess we took a different turn this time or something, cause all the sudden i heard this melody calling to me... and i turned into a freakin schoolgirl! HJ was dying cause i did my whole thing... so first there was a bit of drool... then i had to jump into the nearest store and hide up against the wall like he would even notice. haha, and then i was all giddy and shaky and all like oh my gosh, i can't do it, what should i say... oh man. And then i did the walk past like i had no idea who he was... hahahaha, and then i jumped into the next nearest store to hide again, curse myself, and then start trying to get the guts up to go by again and TRY to talk to him this time. hahaha! oh man, i'm such i dork. Sami was so right. anyway, so then i was asking hj if i looked okay, and if my street hottie looked at me when i walked by. hahaha, he said no to both. haha. so anyways, i was like, man this is taking forever, and they're all waiting for us... maybe we should just go home. so i was gonna walk past and not say anything. but now there was a crowd around him, so i got a little more guts and stopped to watch. So then hj was like, are you gonna say anything. And i was like "i don't know hj, what should i say? oh man, do you think i should talk to him? oh my gosh how am i gonna say anything? I'm so nervous!" yes.... i was actually asking a 12 year old for advise. haha, what did you expect? it's me we're talking about. anyway, the thing is, i kinda felt like a dork for randomly sending him a message, when he didn't even know who the hell i was... but then, MEAN GIRLS SAVED ME! all the sudden, mean girls popped into my head, and i switched back into playa mode. haha, i was like, what they hell am i thinking, he's gonna be stoked that i'm the girl who wrote him and not some ugly freak. so i waited for his song to stop, and it was perfect, cause the whole crowd was gone... and i was like, "wow, that's so cool"...(yeah, i know, a pretty shitty start) and he smiled and was like "thanks" so i said, "hey, i'm abra"... dude he was so stoked! hahahah, it was cool. he was like "OH! hey what's up?" okay i could probably quote the entire convo, but that will be way too boring, so i'll just tell you the important stuff. So one of the reasons i was in awe and couldn't speak when i saw him was cause....... (drumroll please....) .... he was wearing a soccer jersey! oh my gosh... my heart melted. so in our convo guess what i found out.... HE PLAYS SOCCER!!!!!!!! HE LOVES IT! he played his whole life! and guess what else... he had to stop because he got injured... JUST LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!! and now he just plays indoor... but there was a long time when he wasn't even allowed to jog... JUST LIKE ME!!!!!! wow. Oh man, he's SOOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow... i am 12. anyway, so he's def tall enough... i checked on that one right away... i mean, he could be taller, but... i'll forgive him. he's kinda skinny, but in a good way. I think he's probably pretty cute under his shirt.... but that can be VERY decieving! anyway, so what else... hmmm... yeah basically he wants me. BAD. oh, how do i do it. I told you... it's so easy. it kinda sucks. anyway, he told me to give him a call so we could hang out, so i told him to email me his number... long story... so then after i got home from the mariners game i checked my email, and what do ya know... yeah, he wants me. he emailed me as soon as he got home... haha. oh man, i'm good. i could tell he was soo stoked that i was the girl. he waited outside this store while hj and i bought food just so he could talk to me again before i left. haha, i love it. i'm so good. haha, anyway, there is a couple tiny flaws of course. 1. he looks super cute when he's serious, or smiling... but when he starts talking he kinda looks like a dork... maybe that's cause 2. he sounds like a dork. Oh geez, he's always saying stuff like "word"... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhahahahhahahaha. i think i'm gonna forgive him for that cause it cracks me up. but i don't know how long i'll be able to take it. his email used the words "yo, whatup, hit me up" and he signed it... "much, max" hahahhahahaha, what a DORK!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. i guess he's been in africa for a while with a lot of black people though.... hhahahahaha. oh man... i kill myself. OH, and 3. ewwwwwwwwww... his shoes are so not cute. :( i guess they are a fashion style or something... but... um, no honey, no. they are so gross. but we can always change that. haha, it's funny cause none of this really even matters cause i'm leaving in a few weeks... but dammit, i'm just such a dreamer. maybe someday in our future... oh what the hell am i talking about... i'm only in this for the chase, and the beginning excitement... after that it is just no fun. golly it's late. i gotta go to bed. (and this is ludicrisly long) anyways, good night. wow. it's retardly long. kay, for realz... night. p.s. JESSIE!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i told matias you were throwing me a big ass party for my b-day so i wouldn't be sad... so you better do it bitch!!!!!!!!!! i also told i'm i was gonna get piss-ass drunk, but hopefully not get pissed on. ;) so you better be ready! love ya!