well... no news yet on the angel front... but i swear god hates me. So i'm really tring to forget about matias ya know... and sometimes i think it's crazy how many things remind me of him. But this is the wierdest coincidence yet... so randomly, out of nowhere, this girl instant messages me in spanish. so i'm like, what the?? do i know this girl??? so i ask her name and she says Valeria. So i'm like... okay... Matias' little sister's name is valeria so i thought it could be her. But then she said she lived in spain... HUH??? matias' little sister lives in peru. But casto is from spain, so maybe she knows casto right?? so i asked her if she knew casto... and she said no. Keep in mind, this was all in spanish, so it was pretty tough. Plus she had no idea that i didn't really speak all that much spanish, and she was using the vos form of verbs, which i don't even know, so i was pretty much guessing on all of this. So then i asked how she got my email...and she said she didn't know, she said someone must have passed it to her and she thought she might know me. Then she asked if i was in a magazine...????? huh??? so i was totally lost, and i said, haha thanks, but no. And then she said something like no me parece... which i think means, i didn't think so or something... so i was like HEY JERK! but she doesn't speak english so she didn't know what that meant... haha. So then she asked what I miss you meant... so i told her that i missed someone a lot. so she asked if i was in love... and i said.... uh.... no es amor, es una obsession.... jajaja, just kidding... i mean i said that and then i told her that i was kidding. so she asked if i had a boyfriend and i said no. then she said she had one, and he was 21. And i was like hey that's how old my ex is. and then i asked her what his name was... and FUCK ME!!!!!!!!!! his name is MATIAS!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!??????????? what are the odds right??? It wasn't enough that her name was valeria which totally reminded me of matias.... but noooo... she has to be dating a boy who is the same age and has the same freakin NAME!!!!!!!!! about this point i figured someone HAD to be fucking with me, cause what the hell??? i didn't even know this girl! (oh and i checked to make sure it wasn't the same matias...but duh, this guy lives in spain). anyways, it really tripped me out. So that's that story. And then today, the funniest thing in the world happened. So i watch these little asian kids right?? and three of the boys are 12 years old and they are so cute and innocent! anyway, so one of the boys got out of his summer camp today and he was sooooooooo hyper, he got in the car and was like "SWEET DUDE!" (total korean accent) and he just learned those words from camp so i laughed so hard... so anyway, this boy is like the most shy kid in the world, but he was sooo hyper... so he was like, do you have any rock and roll!!! (i guess learns a lot from this camp, he's getting so americanized) so i was like, uh yeah i guess. So i put on some punk rock... hahaha... anyway, he LOVED it. He was like headbanging and mouthing the words with a fake mic. it was sooooo cute! then we got home and he laid on the kitchen floor and was groaning cause i guess he banged his knee or something... so i was like, "dude, are you okay??? what the heck is wrong with you???" and he was like "YEAH!!!!! ROCK AND ROLL IS SWEET!!!" and i was like, "uhhhh... did someone give you drugs???" (i was joking of course) and he was like "yeah" and i was like "what was it called" (cause i didn't think he would know any of the names for any drugs...) and he was like "ummm... viagra" OMG!!!!!!!! hahahahahahah, i tried so hard not to die laughing! it was sooo funny cause he doesn't even know what viagra is. AHHAHAHHAHA anyway, so then he was like, do you take viagra too?? hahahhahahaha, i was like.... "um... not exactly" hahaha. Oh my gosh, it was sooo funny! and then he kept telling me he had to take viagra before he went to bed every night... hahha, and i was like, "yeah, i bet you do..." haha, anyway, so that's my best nanny experience yet. oh man, these kids are great.... and my worst nightmares all at once. haha, j/k. anyway, i better go to bed... i have to wake up at 7:00am AGAIN! Another day, another ...25 cents an hour!!! ... geez i make better money than that hanging out with jessie for like 30 seconds. :P anyway, peace out hughey...