wow... it has been a LONG time... i am having a bit of a difficult time right now. My heart and soul is being tested right now. See, my friend is going through all of the same things that i went through... she sounds like she recorded EVERYTHING i said and felt and now is just playing it back for me. She is a virgo too, and she feels things in the SAME EXACT way as i do. Crying into a cereal bowl does not sound the slightest bit odd to her. Not eating, not sleeping... completely normal. oh man, my heart aches for her. I know that all she needs is time, but i wish there was some way i could be there for her too! i wish she could come travel around with us this summer, but then staying in spain with us would probably just haunt her too. well right now i am in florida for spring break. I appologize for my lack of efficiency in writing on here but i don't have the internet where i'm staying in boise now, so that makes it rather tough. Plus i also blame all of the new internet "avoidance of homework tools" like facebook and myspace. it is just all so confusing. I'm pretty sure i had another journaling site too, but i can't remember what it's called... so i therefore can't journal on it. hmm... well i would like to soak up some florida sun tomorrow before it fades away, so i had better be getting to bed. good night!