why the heck did my blog get changed from private to public???? um... not very cool if you ask me. anyway, so here's the drama of the day... jessie's younger sister jamie lynn i don't really know how she spells it, but anyway, she has a best friend who just had an abortion today. i feel so bad for jamie lynn, cause i guess for the last 10 days she has been trying to convince her friend and her friends mom to give the baby up for adoption, and i guess the girls mom was being really selfish and didn't want to have a grandchild out there that she couldn't be close to... so instead she decided to kill it. this is the really heartbreaking part... they have friends or relatives somewhere that can't have children and would love to have a child, but basically because of the mom's selfishness she got an abortion instead. that just about breaks my heart. i feel guilty talking about their issues on here, cause i guess it's none of my business, but it's so heartbreaking that i couldnt' go without at least saying something about it. i feel so bad for jamie lynn, she tried so hard to help her friend and she just feels so helpless. she's really broken up about it. her whole situation is just horrible. it kind of reminds me of a song... it's called "prayer of a friend" by casting crowns. anyway, ray just called me. man, that boy is in-sane! i swear he's so rediculous! i love it! he just brightens my day with laughter. apparently, he's woo-ing his new girl. haha. woo-ing. hahaha... man, i really miss alfie. i think i'm gonna call him right NOW! i wonder why he hasn't commented on here in forever... it's kind of worrying me. :( well, i'm gonna go call alfie and get ready to go to work, and leave a note for jamie lynn. peace out! oh.. p.s. jo el is kickin butt with the americorps...